Tiiired.

From journal:

Yesterday I grew tired when I was in the Word. That reflects so clearly to me my walk sometimes. I grow tired of God, I fall asleep on Him, I don't meditate on His work and teaching. I'm saying to Jesus "Let me get back to you in 20/40 minutes." I don't want to walk in that attitude. I want to be in tune with the Lord constantly. Not just praying once/twice a day, but through everything. My day should look like this:

Wake up= prayer

Breakfast = prayer

On my way to work = prayer

Walking to work = prayer

At work = prayer

Walking back to my car = prayer

On my way home = prayer

At home = prayer

With friends = prayer

Lying in bed = prayer

Next day, again.

Next day, again.

I pray for you brothers and sisters that we wouldn't grow tired of Him. That we would have energy to spend time with Him, to soak up who He is, drawing ourselves closer. We are weak: in need of our Savior daily.